K's thug lyfe

I am an emotional wreck today if it rains im totally going to cry out of the blue. If something bad happened at school today im going to sit down and cry yes its embarassing, pms is the worst. For boy pls be gr8ful u r not a girl

UPdate on my life ~

Okay Im trying to start a scrapbook of all the damn things I did with my life but I think I just started losing all my shit that I want to stick on to that scrap book and im a super lazy person when it comes to decorating. I mean sometimes I make pretty good stuff but most of the time im just like, uhmmm let’s stick some lettuce on this page, yea that would look good. But yea, I havent done a single page on my “scrapbook” and I dont know how to start. Im just gonna do it anyway I want it.

my first day of school was nerve wracking good thing I am classmates with Leah. I know Ive been really nice to her for the past 3years and she helped me a lot with all the handouts and catching up and all. I love her already.
I havent finished my practicum report yet. I dont have my Evaluation form and my hours worked sheet. I am fucked. I know that. but hey—— I guess I’ll just have to deal with that. If they fail me on practicum then good. I guess I failed. I guess I fucked up. .. good. let me do it again.


about dota. Ive become really really bad at it.
I think I won 2 out of 30 matches. which is really bad :(

I still havent had the chance to meet up with my friends yet ever since I got here and it’s really sad. I kind of hate myself rn because I dont really make the time. Plus im waiting until I shed all these pounds I gained in the US before I let them see me. because im telling you, I look gross. 
My hair is gross, my skin is gross plus im really fat right now. Fat in a KAT way. im not even 60 pounds yet. but ehh ughh.. just UH 

Hellsyeahh baby das wataym talkin bout i miss ya so muchh ya like so expensive in the US like srsly hahae !!

Hellsyeahh baby das wataym talkin bout i miss ya so muchh ya like so expensive in the US like srsly hahae !!

I don't think anyone wants to be friends with a low life slut, who does nothing but fuck around with people that don't want her, lol you're such a joke. And there's nothing to be jealous of about you, lol. EVERYONE is better than you. So do everyone a favor and don't come back next year. Kayyy(: thanks babe(: and leave everyone in area 1 alone thanks love (:

Get over me Kalen.

just give it a try.

move on, 

focus on loving Chris and giving him all you got.

stop bothering me :D

<3 goodluck 

But it's okay for you to fuck around with Alev and tell him you love him? And then be in love with Cameron? And then flirt with every team member at Loch Ness? THATS NOT OKAY BITCH

Yes its perfectly okay for me to do all those things because im not hurting anyone. Except maybe Alev, but he brought that to himself, we agreed to a friends with benefits kind of thing. And damn whats wrong with being in love ? The only boy i flirt with at lochness is James cuz hes the only one old enough and not gay. We never got farther than a “hi” and “hello” though.

Gosh. Why are you still mad and why are you still in my blog? Are you that jealous or do you secretly want to be friends with me? Huhh?. I have plenty of friends already thanks very much,

Why do you hate her so much

cuz she goes around messing with my guy friends and keeps lying to Chris..  thats not okay. 

are you jealous that Chris got back with Kalen

im happy for chris i hope he’s back to his normal happy self.

im sad for kalen cuz my friends told me about the moolah she spent for boys who dont care about her.

i hope they marry and have 5 kids to be honest.

in the mean time. im here playing my computer games and giving absolutely zero fucks about what they do with their lives.

Haha you don't have to wish, it's a known fact that you are.

Darling :( if i was a whore i wouldnt be sleeping alone for so long :((


pierce the veil // selfish machines // first lines
insp // photo credit
79. do you feel sending nudes again? =)))))))

Im not in a great shape to send nudes hahaha :(

Why are you such a whore?

I really wish i am !!

Kinky Questions - go!
1: Kitchen Counter, Couch, or on top of the dryer?
2: Your last sexual encounter: Good or Bad and why:
3: A fictional person that you think would be good in bed:
4: Something that never fails to make you horny:
5: Where is one place you would never have sex:
6: The most awkward moment during a sexual experience was when ______________
7: Weirdest thing that ever made you horny:
8: What is the best way to sexually bind someone: Handcuffs, Rope, or Other [if other please explain]:
9: What is the fastest way to make you horny:
10: Top or bottom?
11: We were about to ____________ but then ______________ [example: we were about to have sex but then his mom walked in]
12: Is one orgasm enough? Are multiple orgasms necessary?
13: Something that you have hidden in your room that you don’t want anyone to find:
14: Weirdest nickname a significant other has ever called you:
15: Two things you like [or dislike] about oral sex:
16: Weirdest sexual act some has performed [or tried to perform] on/with you:
17: Have you ever tasted yourself? [If no, would you?] [If yes, what did you think?]
18: Is it ever okay to not use a condom:
19: Who was the sexiest teacher you ever had?
20: A food that you would like to use during a sexual experience:
21: How big is too big:
22: One sexual thing you would never do:
23: Biggest turn on:
24: Three spots that drive you insane:
25: Worst possible time to get horny:
26: Do you like it when your sexual partner moans:
27: Worst sexual idea you ever had:
28: How much fapping is too much fapping:
29: Best sexual complement you ever got:
30: Bald, landing strip, Jumanji:
31: Is it good sex if you don’t nut:
32: Fill in the blank: "If they ____________, we are fuckin"
33: What your favorite part of your body:
34: Favorite foreplay activities:
35: Love (&gt;,&lt;, or =) Sex For those of us who don’t remember our math thats “greater than, less than, or equal to]
36: What do you wear to bed?
37: When was the first time you masturbated:
38: Do you have any nude/masturbating pictures/video of yourself?
39: Have you ever/when was the last time you had sex outside?
40: Have/would you ever have sex outside?
41: Have/would you ever had a threesome?
42: What is one random object you’ve used to masturbate?
43: Have/would you ever masturbate at work/school?
44: Have/would you ever have sex on a plane?
45: What is one song you’d like to have sex to?
46: What is something nonsexual that makes you horny?
47: Most attractive celebrity?
48: Do you watch gay/lesbian porn? why/why not?
49: If a child was born on the occasion of the last time you had sex, how old would that child be right now?
50: Has anyone ever posted nude pictures of you online?
51: What is one thing that NEVER makes you horny?
52: Do you have stretch marks? (How do you feel about them? Has anyone ever had a problem with them?)
53: Do you like giving head? (why/why not)
54: How do you feel about tattoos on someone you are interested in?
55: How would you feel about taking someones virginity?
56: Is there any food you would NOT recommend using during a sexual encounter?
57: Is there anything you do on Tumblr that you would not like your significant other to see?
58: Do you own any sex toys? (what is it? (how long have you had it?)
59: Would you give your significant other unrestricted access to your Tumblr for a day?
60: Would you be offended if your significant other suggested you get plastic surgery?
61: Would you rather be a pornstar or a prostitute?
62: Do you watch porn?
63: How small is too small?
64: Have you ever been called a freak? Why?
65: Who gave you your last kiss? Did it mean anything?
66: Would you switch phones with your significant other for a day?
67: Do you feel comfortable going "commando"?
68: Would you have a problem with going down on someone if they hadn't shaved their pubic hair?
69: If you could give yourself head, would you?
70: Booty or Boobs?
71: If you had a penis, what would you name it?
72: Have you ever been on an official date?
73: Have you ever cheated on someone? (Why?)
74: If you were a stripper, what would your name be?
75: Have you ever had sex in your parents bed? (Would you?)
76: How would you react if you found out your parents had sex in your bed?
77: What was your reaction the first time you saw a penis/vagina
78: If you had a penis/vagina for a day, what are five things you would do?

I am slowly.. Slowly getting better at this

I havent washed my hair in three days and its so greasy. HA HA HA HA HA I AM REALLY GROSS STAY AWAY FROM ME. I WILL EAT YOUR SOUL AND SCRUB IT ON MY GREASY HAIR.

I honestly think I am going insane. I dont know what to do with myself. TOO MANY THINGS HAPPENED and I am just here sitting and staring at nothing. I CANT BELIEVE more than 3 months has passed. I part of me wants to take it all back and spend my summer at home, playing dota with all of my online friends. Occasionally going out to drink with my boy buds and having a normal on the job training at the PH.

I am so stupid. Feelings are so stupid. Before I came here, I was complete. I was so sure of myself and I needed NOTHING! I brought 5 shirts and 2 pants and I was READY… now that I am leaving I have 147328 shirts and 6pants but I feel really… reallly empty.

I met this one boy and I feel like some part of me has been stolen and he wont give it back so I just have to live without it until my body grows it back again. Like a lizard growing back a tail.

And I met all these amazing friends that I wish I could all just live with for the rest of my life. Bu im really not so sure about that because eventually… things will start to suck. lmfao. I am SO GLAD I AM OUT OF THERE. I just really have to tell myself that its a good thing youre not there anymore Kat because you hate working at that stupid rollercoaster because it is super stupid they make you do stupid stuff like “talk to people”. You are not that kind of girl Kat. You like rooms, and being alone in them.

but in reality i get this crippling sadness whenever I see anything related to that stupid rollercoaster.

and I still think about that boy 324623409 times a day.

I went to mountain today. I was so happy to discover that there are so many things more beautiful than your smile. Trees…

25. Even though people think im a cat person, Im really a dog person. Cats make me nervous, I dont think they like me.