- Taste Caviar
- See day of the dead
- Stay in a Hilton Suite
- Marriott Hotel
- Go to El Nido
- Board the Eurail
- Board the Shinkansen
Sometimes I think that I am precious and different because I have all this things that happened to me. Like back in 2012 I had this boyfriend I was with since I was 14 and if u actually read what I post here, you’d know him as “brando”. Guess what. I actually kept his blood in my underwear drawer for a long time like maybe months. Dont ask me how I got blood from him i know its creepy and gross and no it didnt involve birds and kittycats. he got wounded in fight and I had to mend his wounds at 3am in the morning. I dont understand why all of my memories of him include nights and ungodly hours but I cant seem to get that out of my system. it’s just too hard. that bastard made it all look too cutesy and romantic because he’s always sneaking into our garden and shit. my life is not a taylor swift song and you are not from nevershoutnever. i shouldve known better
|—||Anneli Rufus (via bonvivantx)|
minsan talaga marerealize mo nalang na good game well played na. Ginawa mo na lahat ng kaya mo pero sadyang mas malakas sila. Kung minsan naman eh may pagkakamali ka, at hindi mo na kayang maitama yon. Pero kahit ganon pa man, sinabi mong ggwp at tanda yon na nag enjoy ka sa ginawa niyo. Hindi sayang ang oras. Wala kang pinagsisisihan.
minsan naman sadyang lag lang.
The rape joke is that at the time,
you didn’t know people had sex to express love.
The rape joke is that the only other person
who’d seen you naked was your mom.
The rape joke is that he called you ‘beautiful’ first.
The rape joke is that he held your hands together
and told you to ‘try harder’ when you struggled.
The rape joke is that you believed him
when he told you were overreacting.
The rape joke is that your grandma
called him a nice boy and asked him to stay for dinner.
The rape joke is that he winked at you
when you apologized to your parents for not coming
downstairs the first time you were called.
The rape joke is that his friends
high-fived him for “getting some.”
The rape joke is that you still don’t feel like
you’ve regrown the pieces he stole.
The rape joke is that he was conceived when his
dad slapped himself into his snoring mother.
The rape joke is that her friends told her
she was lucky someone wanted her.
The rape joke is that each year in the United States,
32,000 other women’s bellies
ripen with life against their will.
The rape joke is that he never learned
to touch without scarring.
The rape joke is that your classmate thinks
‘have you seen what asses look like in yoga pants?’
is an argument.
The rape joke is your new boyfriend kissing
you and telling you he ‘raped’ his math test.
The rape joke is that ‘Why are girls so scared of rape? Y’all should feel pride that a guy risked his life in jail just to fuck you’
is a popular Tweet right now.
The rape joke is that you wake up to
the memory of him laughing,
“now that wasn’t so bad, was it?”
The rape joke is that it’s been twelve years and
you still quiver when someone touches you.
The rape joke is that he hasn’t stopped laughing.
The rape joke is that you forgot how to.
The Rape Joke | Lora Mathis
Inspired by this. (via soggypoetry)
The rape joke isn’t funny and never has been (via conor-broberst)
The nice thing about my best friends is that when im with them I dont always have to talk. Comfortable silence, that’s what it is called ayt?
With Jai it’s always easy breezy. We would sit somewhere, enjoy the breeze for maybe like 20 mins and then laugh. Idk how we do it. We would walk in silence always and then laugh occasionally. Dont get me wrong tho, we do talk about lots of things but our silences mean the most to me. With Carlo, I talk and listen. It’s a very healthy relationship because sometimes I dont have anything to say and he would go on about his life and I would just nod and smile. He’s an amazing guy, truly one of a kind. He’s strong and jolly and willing to encounter life face to face. He gives awesome advises too because he’s quiet experienced. I like it so much when we just chill and when we drink. Both of my best friends are good sports when it comes to drinking with me. They tolerate my love for booze and that’s a plus point.
and I just received news from my sister that my grandpa may or may not have TB and we may or may not have TB too.. fucking shit
So I was sick yesterday. It was a mild fever but ya’ll know how fevers are like. It feels like you arms are heavy and your bones are rusty and your brain is ready to jump out of you skull anytime.
I went to school anyway and IT WAS A BAD IDEA. I felt so sick that I wasnt able to attend my last 2 classes. Now that was uncalled for because I couldve had attended those classes if only Top didnt come to school to bring me home.
Yup. He came for me and brought me home. It was so funny because the moment I saw him I started sweating like crazy and my fever was gone. So I was like “I should really go back to class” but no… we went home anyway.. When we got home my dad was all mad and was cussing me. TBH I was kinda irked with the way my dad reacted because he wasnt really supposed to act that way. He cant act that way because he has no right.
Moving on… I was so touched with my friends because they were all like “Get well soon Kat”, “We missed you”, “Come to school tomorrow..” .. I have only been absent for 2 subjects you guys :”>
When you talk like that I feel like you never knew me at all. But maybe it was also my fault because everything that we were, I made up. It was something that I completely controlled and playfully put together like as if you werent a person. But tell me true honey, did you really not see me for what I am? We were talking for so long and did you not realize that I take no true interest or liking with boys? I am not so shallow as to think im famous just because a lot of strangers chat me up on social networking sites. I am a girl with low self esteem who takes refuge on online games because she doesnt like going out and making a fool of herself. The outside world doesnt need her, ugly and big as she is. All she is doing is taking it out on you and your sorry ass because if the world is mean, she is meaner.
So one of the benefits of having a main man is when I get all weird and PMS-y I vent it out to him. Like I’ll text him 10x in a row and then he’ll call and we’ll laugh on the line like crazy maniacs.
I have a boy bestfriend and he is undeniably the best thing in the world since I entered teenager-y, BUT, unlike my main man, I cant be mushy sweet to my boy bestfriend because he likes to take it to different levels. Different
gross levels that would make me want to re think being his bestfriend at all because he is so crazy and out of this world gross. he’ll tell you things like. “when you lick a girls kittycat and she arches her back tangina its so good *starts making licky slurpy sounds* “. I mean, come on, that’s how we talk all the time and its okay with me but its just different with Top. Coz I think my best friend and I have reached this level of closeness where we’re openly grossed out of each other but also thinks that we are the best people in the world. yup. egocentric. i know.
What I am saying here basically is - I drank too much coffee, Im having PMS, I feel funny and unusually hyper, I just talked on the phone with 2 of the best men of my life and it made me kind of dizzy with happiness. Idk it’s not the sort of thing to feel at 2am ok.
Also, Top said this is the perfect time to watch the Japanese horror movie, “Noroi”. Its about demon possession… It’s gonna be 3am soon.. It’s ok. I didnt want to sleep for weeks anyway. thanks. a lot. babe
I am so hurt and it’s so funny because I never thought I could hurt this way. Since when have I allowed myself to be this vulnerable with people? “It’s okay to feel”, I tell myself over and over again..
omg i really had to do this
i have to just say how much im sick of the internet. like no not tumblr and sites where you can watch tvshows and movies for free.. but facebook. and twitter.. ok maybe i hate mainstream social sites
i am so tired of receiving notifications like theres nothing new here anymore. just likes. and comments and likesss … just a bunch of people trying to prove something but arent actually doing anything good. theyre just posting photos to show how cute or how good their lunch was. but DO I CARE?? hell i dont
and then theres twitter.. theres diary ng babae.. diary ng tomboy diary ng chuchu and mga kasabihan atbp jokes ni ganyan twitter ni mang kanor.
and they post these quotes and youve already read that on another page and they just keep stealing from one another and god its so boring fucking no no no no non non non ON!!!!!!!! sto[p!!
but then again I own nothing except this blog so with that
i post this C===3 eat a dick